But while I was driving, I felt like this could be a posting on the blog, don't because it;s extremely relevant to my life right now, but it's something that I think my readers would be able to relate to.
Life has a funny way of you giving you what you need when you need it (and I guess taking it away when you don't) For a long time I've felt like I was going through a transformation (emotional, spiritually, physically), and because of it I've "grown out" of a lot of relationships. I can't stand here and tell you that I'm the same person I was ten years ago...I'm not the same person that I was six months ago, and I think that's okay, I think as humans we are meant to evolve, we are meant to experience the good and the bad.
So "out growing" relationships. I know that I said it, but I have a problem with the word. It's not like they are clothes or shoes or something. I would never say that a person(s) haven't touched my life in some way, so that they haven't been there for me through difficult times, but I've recently realized that you can't keep relationships just for the sake of having one, if a relationship (friendship, partnership, marriage...whatever) isn't a shared experience where there is give and take, why would you continue to stay in a one sided relationship. Why you continue to change and the person is not changing with you? Someone recently told me that this view was a cop-out. So let me ask you this? How many of your high-school friends are you still in contact with? How many friends from college do you still hang out with? (and friending them on Facebook doesn't count)
Have you ever hear, "people come into your life for a reason, and for a season?" I believe that, that's why I try my hardest not to burn bridges, you never know when they might come back into your life.
When I decided to loss weight, I never in a million years thought that this would be a such an emotional journey for me, the changes for me emotionally have far outweighed the physical changes. It's almost become a therapy for me... when you loss weight, you are forced to reevaluate your life and take a long , hard, honest look at it. Things emerge that were hidden and you find things about yourself that you never knew. I think this is one of the reasons you hear so many people (who have lost weight) say, "a lot of my friends say I've changed" or "It seems like I'm losing friends" Before I went on this journey I would have simply said they were jealous, but now being in that position I realize what it is. Everybody's Changing, just not in the same way.
Posted by Tyra at 12:14 PM